“I wish you the best…”
Sometimes you just have to erase the messages, delete the numbers and move on. You don’t have to forget who that person was to you; only accept that they aren’t that person anymore…
I know no one reads this because well I don’t really read these things I’m just here for the pictures, but today felt like a “tell tumblr and your few followers what’s going through your mind” day. My boyfriend and I broke up only after a year and a half which seems like not that long, but it was the longest relationship I have ever been in and he was the first boy that really won my heart and trust. We did and went everywhere together and he was the first boy that I introduced to my family (being Asian it’s a pretty big thing) and I fell in love with his family. Now he’s gone and I’m taking it pretty hard giving in and asking for second chances, but not getting any. It finally came clear to me that he’s gone and has no intention of getting back together. That he could really care less of how I feel at this point and just wants me to go away which makes sense because I’m being pretty annoying. But I guess at this point I need to stop hoping and realize that he doesn’t love me anymore and that if he ever did….he probably wouldn’t have broken up with me in the first place. Now all I can do is wish that I could find that someone who loves me regardless, who wants to travel with me, go everywhere, grasp every opportunity, and love me as much as I love them. To move on and keep searching for the person that I can spend the rest of my life with.
